Post by likewoah on Jan 19, 2006 0:12:08 GMT
Life goes on, even beyond a dead girl you loved so much
Memories of a cold life, livin, what I already lived all over again and such
I can shed a tear for you girl, but you know that I aint happy here
Pray to god that my dead woman dont get fucked up the rear
Though she left me, i felt i deserted her, mind filled wit nuttin but fear
Life will never take me alive, as long as I try
A tear from my eye cant bring back what I had already lost
A tear from my eye dont mean nuttin, everyday I pay the cost
Even gave up the weed, burned all my hennessey
Everyday's a struggle, convicted of a million felonies
Thought of you gone, why couldn't god take the rest of me
Sumthins in life neva change, bt certainly tough love plus death was arranged
I smoke outside of pubs, drink 8 glasses just to take away the pain
But I cant take away the reality, of a loved one gettin maimed
But I gotta learn that life goes on, even beyond those who are slain
I call it the troublesome 96, cockin out guns wit a passion
The world's pain is virtually limitless, enemies recievin blastin
But even the precious moments wit you never seemed to last
All I got left of you, is the pictures of our childhood past
Beautiful times, and still I'm here writin what will be my last lines
I try to supress the pain but even fakin shit is committin a crime
So much pain, how the emotional roots run deep
Dreams turn to nightmares my eyes remain closed but im never asleep
Girl were attached we bleed through similar veins
We even share da pain, but da meanin of it all sinked right into my name
Lookin at my family photos, it hurts 2 write "deceased" wit da ink spillin
Cant believe I had to witness each and every killin
I aint a stranger, got my mind accustomed to danger
High on my enemies prayin to god you cant blame her
Might as well start paintin my tombstone start carvin out the letters
But not even the best drug, could take away the pain and the cheddar
Mind full of sick thoughts, these are nuttin but late confessions
If i didn't go 2 scool nd break every rule, mayb i woulda learned a lesson
I guess whn it rains it pours prayin on streetlights countin every blessins
Years and years of this rough life, the world leaves me still guessin
Reflectin upon such an awful tragedy, leaves me mad stressin
But i gotta learn that life goes on, gotta leave it all on the side
But I've taught myself its hopeless, i just tag along for the ride
Cant take away the pain, even though I tried, but I lied
Even thugs like me get lonely too, the thought is ever so true
But I walk dwn every alley way havin 2 always look dwn and tie my shoe
But even in all the heat on the streets, I got sumthin to look forward to
But I'm through livin life this way askin why everyday's like this?
Life had denied me the chance and the opportunity for a last kiss
Bleedin wrists but physical pain dont count
Compared to bleedin hearts the hurt all amounts
But I gotta learn dat life goes on, beyond da point when I'm breakin down
Turn dat frown upside down, but I'm gettin shot with each nd every round
Each lightshow more then heavily, each blow more then devestatin
Maybe if the world try to understand me, da world would stop hatin
Cant take it, cant fake it, kickin up dust, but survival is a must
But I'm still livin till the last crust in god we trust
I'm another victim of this bitch, murdered mercilessly
So I'm just goin up to heaven and leavin it all wit the rest
To struggle and cope wit, they dont realize its just a test
I've been livin incomplete, life has ever since been a mess
But I gotta give head, heed the last words of what my woman said...
"You gotta learn dat life goes on, evn beyond da point u and I end up dead"
Memories of a cold life, livin, what I already lived all over again and such
I can shed a tear for you girl, but you know that I aint happy here
Pray to god that my dead woman dont get fucked up the rear
Though she left me, i felt i deserted her, mind filled wit nuttin but fear
Life will never take me alive, as long as I try
A tear from my eye cant bring back what I had already lost
A tear from my eye dont mean nuttin, everyday I pay the cost
Even gave up the weed, burned all my hennessey
Everyday's a struggle, convicted of a million felonies
Thought of you gone, why couldn't god take the rest of me
Sumthins in life neva change, bt certainly tough love plus death was arranged
I smoke outside of pubs, drink 8 glasses just to take away the pain
But I cant take away the reality, of a loved one gettin maimed
But I gotta learn that life goes on, even beyond those who are slain
I call it the troublesome 96, cockin out guns wit a passion
The world's pain is virtually limitless, enemies recievin blastin
But even the precious moments wit you never seemed to last
All I got left of you, is the pictures of our childhood past
Beautiful times, and still I'm here writin what will be my last lines
I try to supress the pain but even fakin shit is committin a crime
So much pain, how the emotional roots run deep
Dreams turn to nightmares my eyes remain closed but im never asleep
Girl were attached we bleed through similar veins
We even share da pain, but da meanin of it all sinked right into my name
Lookin at my family photos, it hurts 2 write "deceased" wit da ink spillin
Cant believe I had to witness each and every killin
I aint a stranger, got my mind accustomed to danger
High on my enemies prayin to god you cant blame her
Might as well start paintin my tombstone start carvin out the letters
But not even the best drug, could take away the pain and the cheddar
Mind full of sick thoughts, these are nuttin but late confessions
If i didn't go 2 scool nd break every rule, mayb i woulda learned a lesson
I guess whn it rains it pours prayin on streetlights countin every blessins
Years and years of this rough life, the world leaves me still guessin
Reflectin upon such an awful tragedy, leaves me mad stressin
But i gotta learn that life goes on, gotta leave it all on the side
But I've taught myself its hopeless, i just tag along for the ride
Cant take away the pain, even though I tried, but I lied
Even thugs like me get lonely too, the thought is ever so true
But I walk dwn every alley way havin 2 always look dwn and tie my shoe
But even in all the heat on the streets, I got sumthin to look forward to
But I'm through livin life this way askin why everyday's like this?
Life had denied me the chance and the opportunity for a last kiss
Bleedin wrists but physical pain dont count
Compared to bleedin hearts the hurt all amounts
But I gotta learn dat life goes on, beyond da point when I'm breakin down
Turn dat frown upside down, but I'm gettin shot with each nd every round
Each lightshow more then heavily, each blow more then devestatin
Maybe if the world try to understand me, da world would stop hatin
Cant take it, cant fake it, kickin up dust, but survival is a must
But I'm still livin till the last crust in god we trust
I'm another victim of this bitch, murdered mercilessly
So I'm just goin up to heaven and leavin it all wit the rest
To struggle and cope wit, they dont realize its just a test
I've been livin incomplete, life has ever since been a mess
But I gotta give head, heed the last words of what my woman said...
"You gotta learn dat life goes on, evn beyond da point u and I end up dead"
